your dark grip only I can see.
Tendril deep inside my soul,
such a strangle hold.
Fits of manic madness, bursts of joy.
Lead into depths of sadness and despair.
I can't medicate you away,
Yet I don't want you to stay.
Hovering whenever I banish you out,
waiting for a moment of misery and doubt.
Sink your pain in my skin, flay my feelings
rend me from within. Such sorrow should never be.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Tendrils deep inside my soul, such a strangle hold.
I can't meditate you away,
Is there a way to make you go away?
Many try to give advice on how to let you go.
Unless they have done the dance with you
they could hardly know.
Those who have know better than to say,
just get over it or try to have a happy day.
This looming darkness on my heart and mind.
This urge to leave the burden of life behind.
If you know how I feel you could never say,
oh its easy to get rid of this to make it go away.
Tendrils deep inside my being,
choking me without anyone seeing.
Such a strangle on my soul
Emptiness
Darkness,
Despair,
No control...
I can't close my eyes and wish you away,
all I can do is ride you out then hold you at bay.
But you always return my most unwanted guest.
Knowing when to rear yourself the best.
To drag me down and hold me tight,
like a violator striking at night.
One day I fear your whispers will work,
your calling for my end or pushing towards going berserk.
I will fight you, dance this unwanted dance,
I will live with you, until fate gives me a chance.
The chance to change and truly be free.
From this deep dark sickness inside of me.
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