Monday, January 23, 2017

The Social Aware Nightmare Podcast- Finale: Solidarity!


Hello and welcome to my finale Social Aware Nightmare podcast hosted by Spreaker. Why is this my last cast? Because I am fully investing my time into our CCCPodcast and our newest project Diverse Voices Nation. Our multimedia social awareness experiment will span written, video and audio and combat hatred and tyranny and stand up for all. This cast tonight marks the turning point for me and to confirm that I stand with all my sisters from all walks of life. We are making a stand against those who have deemed us inferior, against those who try to "Bot" us and divide our cause. You will not stop the sisters of solidarity! You will not stop the fight for good and equality. And until the day bigots, homophobes and racists are back under the rocks  they slithered under I will be a voice against your bull shit!

Tune in here and enjoy and once again thank you for all those who have supported me all these years and continue to. This blog will stay here. I hope to update it as much as I can, but I do have bigger projects to combat hate and I hope you all join me in this fight. Stronger together!

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Listen to "Episode 9- Finale-Solidarity" on Spreaker.

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Episode 8- Don't Despair Resist!






As I woke this morning to the constant reminder of the threat that looms upon our democracy and society. Instead of giving into despair and my valid fears, I am inspired to resist. To never legitimize the fraudulent elect. To never give Cheeto Musollini the accolades he craved. To ignore those who seek more divisions in an already divided nation. As I said in my cast below this divide and conquer strategy sadly worked on us. Now those of us who know how bad this Regime will be must come together. No more fighting each other or finger pointing, NO we must RESIST! And we must take on untruths, from corporate ran media and government. We can fight this, we have the power to, but we must be willing to use that power. If you are with me welcome to the United States of Resistance!

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Listen to "Episode8-Dont Despair Resist" on Spreaker.

Monday, November 14, 2016

The Social Aware Nightmare Cast Episode 7: Chess Pieces

It is time to be real frank about the outcome of this election. About the true winner, and what we all will end up losing by our collective ignorance. The fact that hate has won and will infect our government was bad enough. But we slept collectively while a foreign influence infected our democracy as well. Please tune in and understand just how badly things are about to get:

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Listen to "Episode 7-Chess pieces" on Spreaker.

Friday, November 11, 2016

You say you See Me and Hear Me! But act like a false ally to me!








In this latest social aware nightmare cast I real talk anyone calling themselves an "ally." Yet fight to actively accept this travesty of democracy. I want you to hear my words since typing them out doesn't explain the "Big Picture" of 100 days of a Trump presidency to you.

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 Listen to "Episode6- See Me Hear Me" on Spreaker.


Wednesday, November 9, 2016

To those asking for Unity after this election...









I wanted to start this off by saying just how tired I am today.
I know I am not the only one, you could see it all day, faces
of shock and dejection. The reality of this outcome setting in.
But outside of tired I feel angry, literally spitting fire mad at
this country right now. Not just at the bigots who like roaches
came out to support a unequivocally unfit person to be our
President elect. But to all those who were sneaky about
supporting him. To those who smiled in my face in my
neighborhood. Worked along side me, to those who acted
like Allies...the demographics don't lie. To those especially
asking me to accept and unify so that they don't feel uncomfortable
about the role they played in downplaying how dangerous Trump
is and will be for our entire country. But most especially those of
us he deemed unworthy of his vision of a “Great America...”

I guess to you its okay, you're not the targets, you're not
the wrong ethnicity, wrong orientation, wrong religion.
No this government tells you you're “Right” all the damn time
they based their platforms off giving you a social bubble
so they can actively hold the rest of us down, vilify us.
Lock us up for revenue, and fuck over our children.

I have been socially aware for many years now,
I try hard to fight the good fight. Because I thought I knew
who my true enemies are. But after election 2016 I realized
you all hid in plain sight. You all worried about making
shit great for you, and gave the rest of us a big middle finger.

I shouldn't be surprised, look at how some former friends
react when a young black child is shot. When that idiot woman
who refused to do her job filling out marriage certificates for
gay couples. How many of them chimed in with their fragile
responses of “the cops were just doing their job” “stand your
ground.” “Gay people shouldn't try to push their stuff onto us.”

These same fuckers are now trying to call for us to unify...

Under a president elect who is openly bigoted and racist?
Under his VP who is anti LGBT and passed sadistically
cruel legislation against Women's rights? You want all
of us who have put up with a year of Trump mocking
shunning or out right scapegoating us to sing Kumbaya
and act like shit is going to be okay?

Hell to the No!

I will repeat myself

HELL TO THE NO!

NO I will not unify!
NO I will not act happy its over!
NO I do not feel any fucking hope whatsoever!

As this fucking circus starts we are facing Sarah Palin
Rudy Guilliani, Joe Arpacio and a whole host of
fuckery in positions of power that will be a detriment
to many American citizens. You know the ones you
already felt made your America not so great...

We are facing the reality of a return of stop and frisk,
profiling on a national level. Of climate change denial
so strong that even a fucking Tsunami in the middle of
Times Square won't shake these numbskulls who deny it.
Women will have to worry about our bodies being literally
govern to the point where making our own decisions are done for.
Gays may expect a repeal of their marriage equality.
Muslims are facing being marked by badges if not tattoos
Mexicans legal and other wise face violence and deportation
along with many of us who are deemed unworthy by this new
administration.

So if you come at me in the next few days asking me to unify,
to accept this shit show we are going to have to swallow
whether we want to or not. I am going to give you a hearty
fuck you and get the fuck out of my face. I am not about to lay
in bed with a bunch of people who hate me, just so you can feel
comfortable.

More thoughts to come...

Saturday, September 24, 2016

The Social Aware Nightmare Cast: Episode 5- Protests of Injustice is American







Hello just uploaded episode 5 of the Social Aware Nightmare podcast. In this episode I talk about the recent unarmed shootings of Terrence Cutter, Keith Scott and how people are way too focus on the protests and not the cause of said protests. I find it sad that when we peacefully protests like Mr. Kaepernick we are told to leave our country. When we take to the streets in anger we are dehumanized as "animals." Well folks when you have law enforcement trained to view us as such and kill us even without weapons. Anger is the response you get. Especially since Police have proved time after time with the likes of Dylan Roof, James Holmes, Austin Harouff and the recent bomber of NY and NJ that they can apprehend dangerous armed men and bring them into justice. Point blank the message is, if you don't see the issue you are a part of it...

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Friday, September 16, 2016

The Social Aware Nightmare Cast: Episode 4- If you Are not apart of the solution.





Welcome to the next addition to the Social Aware Nightmare Cast, in this episode I talk about one of the biggest factors in the tight hold on racism. And its not the people who most think are the obvious answer. Lets face it, passive people who allow racism to go unchecked, or even worse think those who face discrimination should just silently hope it goes away are just as bad as those who are (somewhat) bold about their bigotry. And yeah I talk about those yahoos to, anonymous keyboard warriors who spout hate and talks of genocide. I get frank about politics, privilege and discuss society parallels such as calling a 32 year old Ryan Lochte a "kid" versus the recent murder of 13 year old Tyre King. So please tune in and enjoy.


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